So hey, hi yeah, I'm new well sorta new. New to this site but not new to ana, I need some inspiration I'm 110-115 lbs and I want to get down to 103 like I used to be then ultimately 99lbs. Thanks..xox

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So im 18 years old. and i weigh 79kg.
The normail weight for me with my height being involved is 60kg's.
my goal weight is 55.
BUT .. im starting slow so i can decrease every month.
where i live gyms and really expensive and so i can't go to a gym YET.
for 3 months of gym they usually charge about $800 to $1000.
where i live its SO unmotivating to lose weight. gyms are high price and junk food can be as low as $10.
It really saddens me that im at this state atm. people tell me i look normal but i know i dont.

I mostly entered this site because i need MOTIVATION.
and i need a person who knows what im going through ....
my goal is to lose 20kg AT LEAST this summer.
and be a NEW person before going to University :)

I've tried starving myself, exercising AND even tried to be bulimic but i couldnt continue with any of them.
whenever i gain a lot of weight i feel like a failure and i get depressed and start eating more.
I'm not an emotional eater at all, i just give up.
I hope to inspire many girls to weigh less and be happy in the future :)

i know i'm not alone in this .. so ..
Anyone else need a thinspo buddy?

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